little fuckin' stressed.

Here’s what’s happened within the last 6 days..

- Jim, my good friend/neighbor/co-worker put in his "2 weeks" here at VividCash, which expires next Friday. Leaving me as sole designer to train and work alongside… who knows who will come along next. Designers are cut and dry. They’re either a severe pain in the ass or some of the coolest motherfuckers you’ll ever meet in your life and a joy to work with. Jim was the latter.

- Nad and I got our official "get the fuck out" eviction notice from the Scientologists. Granted, I knew this was coming, and they ARE going to pay us the required money to move us the hell out of there, but it’s undue stress right now

- Nad has to take the next week or so off of work to let his shoulder heal. It’s still not healed. I’m guessing he probably won’t be getting paid time off for this from work, leaving me fucked for rent next month. I also have to hope this won’t negatively impact his employment situation, even though he DOES have a Doctor’s note to back up his story and the recommended time off.

- The comedy gig went well on Friday but now I’ve got the comedy bug and nowhere to perform. Where’s the magic dude w/the cigar who I was promised lived in Hollywood, just waiting to be bumped into while I run along in the rain, crying. He’s supposed to damn-near fall over, and say "KID! YOU’VE GOT IT! THE LOOK! I’m gonna make you a staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar….". Yeah, still waitin’ buddy.

- Our sink’s fucked on account of a busted pipe. Dishes are a bitch to do, so we’ve been eating a lot more fast food. My tummy is hardly happy.

- My car still needs those body repairs, it’s just annoying the shit out of me cause I still don’t have the money to fix it.

- Still smoking. Cause I’m a fuckin’ idiot. That and because I’m too fuckin’ stressed right now to devote my time to another project like quitting smoking.

And, check this one out..

- The girl I was casually dating and having a wonderful little time with, and would normally go to and vent to about all of this while lying naked with her after sex has just accepted a proposal from her best friend/former lover while away on a business trip to SanFran and will be moving off to Texas with him in April. Que all the talk about how I "shouldn’t have been dicking around with a 31 year old woman without any commitments or attachments, cause you just KNOW they’re not cool with being some casual fuck for too long". Yeah yeah, go fuck yourself.

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