Take The Hit

In about an hour, I’ll be going off to swallow my pride long enough to put behind me a situation that has been of great importance to me lately. A source of stress, as it’s been.

I’ve no idea how it will go. I usually go into situations with an 80/20 view on things. Tonight, it’s pretty much 50/50. It could go either way and I’ve tried to prepare myself for either one.

WTF is Mitcz babbling about this time? I’d love to divulge that information.. well, no I wouldn’t love to divulge it, but I would divulge it anyway. However, I’ll do an update later… likely tomorrow, that will not only make an immeasurably larger amount of sense - but it will be an end to all this stress and rambling. I say "end" but I really just mean "the last time I’m likely to spend valuable time discussing the matter".

With any luck on my side (and I’m on borrowed time as it is), tonight will go well and I’ll feel a shitload better about everything, and I’ll finally be able to focus on other things of importance, get some work done, and stop being a mopey little bitch. I don’t think anyone around here’s noticed the "lack of pep in my step", but then.. I just assume I’m really good at hiding my inner struggles to the world around me even though it quite likely isn’t true.

Okay, I just needed to write about something, so I did. That’s calmed me down for this 10 minute block of time. What next then?

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